nothing is safe for me. it feels like everyone and everything is after me. did i do something wrong? what did i do? i need to understand. please.
keep me safe keep me safe keep me safe keep me safe keep me safe keep me safe
you were my only hope, my only outlet to share my emotions and feelings and what was on my mind. that you i remembesr is gone becalsne you kept distancing yourself away from me despite the fact that yioyu weretht even far away from me; you were right next to me actually. why was the you that i remembered gone? what did i do to deserve the current you?? what made you act like how you are currently ????? were you always like this ??????????? im so confused and frustrated and sad all at the same time im sorry. the last time i remember your old you was a long time ago, possibly 20 or 30 flashes ago, the flashes of sudden nighttime. i (at least tried to) counted how long it has been since we were together. i lost track of that, but it felt like a long long time. why do i still latch onto you ? why are you like this ?????im currently looking for a new boyfriend within the sea of vacant homes at a specific area with nonsense spherical hills. im tsyying to one-up m;y stupid self because why did i think that falling for your tacticrs awas a good aidea ?????????????? FUCK man this is my only way of letting out my frustarations, and you were a factor of that.
jesteur if youre reading this, then im sorry for not typing shit up like im a soft sensitive doljl with slow movements, but im tired. im fucking tired of your stupid bullshidt and bulying. i had to find out i was being tortured by you thanks to a friend who had NO EXPERIENCES WITH ABUSE at all. im so sick and tired of you now that ive realised what youve done to me FUCK...,.