god im so fucking tired from all this bullshit thats not even real and yet i still engage with it



you wanna know WHY im so tired >??? its because i have to deal with severe headaches every day and it gets irritating especially when i get seizures (not the ones youre thinking of) that appears out of nowhere just because my brain hates me i guess.

s'orry abouht that quick rant ive just been stressed out a lot lately. im clownke and i think i love my boyfriend. i live in my own world where im the sole controller and i have the powers to control things. i guess you can consider me a god of some sorts. this page is basic but im still learning to code. right now, im at a friend's house and he is teaching me whatever HTML is. it's only been 3 days, and he plans on teaching me more coding, which i am very much interested in. dont tell my boyfrind about this but im not actually at a friends house, and my only friend is female but dont tell him he will get very mad at probably hit my head onto the wall repeatedly again

i am clownke, sole creator of my world and a genderless freak with the nouns to describe objects because i am an object, a decoration, a toy. i dont remember how old i am, and i dont remember my date of birth but i would consider myself a grown adult. a grown adult with mental issues that need resolving, i suppose. according to my loving boyfriend, he can help resolve my issues as long as i stay with him. i dont find it romantic but its a nice gesture i suppose.

this is me, clownke.

this is my boyfriend

this is my friend

this is the coder who taught me how to make this